I had a dream last night where there was this TV show which I was a huge fan of, it was about people being turned into vampires like there was this vampire woman who turned a group of people into vampires and those people started turning others into vampires and the survivors had to fight them off. Except all characters in the show aside from the woman were members of popular rock bands, like those guys were just playing themselves in the show. I remember Green Day members being there, MCR members too, Rivers Cuomo was mentioned at one point. I just think that the dream was funny and I was a little disappointed when I woke up and realised that this show doesn't exist.
Last week sucked for me. I just constantly felt tired and not satisfied with the things I was doing, and I constantly worried over the work for school that I have to do over the summer. I'm still worried about this stuff which just makes me feel very anxious. This week was a little bit better, cause I was busy with work could not think about this stuff for a while, but whenver I did get a break from work the worries about school would come back again. This made coding less enjoyable for me, I still love it, but I just feel stypid sometimes over spending too much time on it. Right now I'm feeling a little sad that I have to go back to worrying and work after seeing Green Day, like I wish that I had more time to relax and not worry about anything. Speaking of which, I SAW GREEN DAY FOR THE VERY FIST TIME LIVE HOLY SHIT IT WAS SO GOOD THEY ARE SUCH AMAZING MUSICIANS AND BILLIES SUCH A COOL FRONT MAN HE'S SO CUTE AND FUNNY AND CHARMING AND I LOVED THE MUSIC I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I SAW THE BISEXUALS LIVE WITH MY VERY OWN EYES AAAAHHHHH THAT WAS SUCH A AWESOME NIGHT I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVED IT AHHHHH.
I want to play Deltarune, but I have studies, but chapter 3 and 4 are coming out in few days, but I need to make art, but I am going to completely ban myself from social media so I won't experience any spoilers, but I have been slacking off on some important school work in order to study for the exams and now I have to catch up, but I need to replay the chapters, but I have work, but I want to play Deltarune, but I have work, but I want to play Deltarune, but I have work, but I want to play Deltarune, but I have work, but I want to play Deltarune, but I-
My exams for this year are finally over, It feels nice to finally not have so much stuff on your head. I finally have more time to make art and code. I think I'll prioritise art, but I did fall in love with coding this website, so I'll make sure to do it as much as possible too. I decided to try and get back into reading comics. I love it, but I didn't do it as of late due to being busy and feeling depressed. The only comic/manga I've been reading as of late is CSM, which I love and do enjoy reading, but I want to read more. My current my plan for this site is to make it look scrapbooky, that means adding my own drawings, photos, stickes and just random decorations. I also want to make a shrine dedicated entirely to MCR.
I recently remebered about artfight, it's happening in a little over a month. I'm really busy this year, so I'll maybe do at least one drawing, but idk, I might have to skip it completely. I did it for the first time last year and had a lot of fun with it. Apperantly there was a lot of drama surrounding th event, and the people who participated beforehand were talking about how much worse it was that year. I wasn't exposed to any social media posts about artfight that weren't explaing people's attitudes towards it on tiktok, so for me the event was really fun. I also recently remebered my old Steven Universe oc, I could draw them again, but IDK.
MCR uploaded a new video regarding the tour. I so fucking exited for it to happen, I'm not going to see them preform, but I'm fine with just seeing people post about the concerts. I actually had troubles with sleeping last night, so I opened my phone and saw that they posted, and the video was enough to calm me down and help me go to sleep. Thanks Gerard :)
I have end of year exams soon. I revise as much as I can, but sadly today I had a day where I could not do it that much. I can't wait for them to be over so I could to fun things again. I really want to make this site more pretty, seeing other people's site made me realise that I'm boring as fuck need to cool asethetic or something. Plan is to structure the layout of the home part of the site, then make it look cool, and then use a similar look for other parts.